
This week at youth group was Hawaii night! In which me and Philip Karklins along with the rest of the Extreme leaders got to dress up! It was pretty hilarious. The night overall was pretty chill and light. I'm still kind of wondering if they will ever start incorporating some sort of indepth studies at all in the future. I think that youth nights could at least afford 15 minutes. Its getting to the point where we will even skip out on connect groups if the games aren't finished yet. I dont know. To me something just doesn't seem right about that. I know that most of the youth leaders from the church have spent years getting to know the kids so they dont need connect groups for that reason but I am still finding it extremely difficult to really get to know any of these kids, and its starting to actually really bug me. Prayer in this aspect would be greatly appreciated. I am a little scared about staying after the other Kaleo's leave at the end of April. I don't want to lose the support we have with eachother in that area but God has me and thats all that I really need. I really want God to continue to break down my own fears and walls when it comes to these kids so that I can whole heartedly be genuine with them. I care about them a lot but if I do not show it with my actions then it means nothing. Anyway, thats it for my little rant about that.

This weekend was reading break and I spent most of it at the camp. The first couple of days were little hard and I felt some good reflecting was in order. I ended up re-evaluating some things and getting some aspects of my life back on track. I still don't know what I want to do this summer or fall, but I am more at peace of the uncertainty now. God will show me... eventually. On Saturday I went to Salt Spring Island with a few Kaleos and we toured the Island and just had a fun relaxing time. It was really fun and definitely a day I wont forget. I hope there are many more of those times still ahead before graduation. Time is slipping away when it comes to Kaleo, and I don't want to neglect any of it!


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